E-WORLD

I am a college student and im struggling through so much right now it blows. Pressures are mounting and fights are occuring. So much shit everyday and it seems like it just wont go away! I am so stressed out every day and im running out of energy its pathetic. I hae so many things that I would love to do..... Make youtube videos yes love to do it dont have the time i miss all my internet friends on stickam myspace facebook twitter etc..... I just want all of them to know that I do love them and they've helped me through alot. Now that I am suspended from the college that i go to, I don't know what to do. It is only one semester yeah, but all the same I sucked at school. I know why to and i dont like to admit it, it is because of video games and tv and much more fun stuff than studying. Honestly I don't understnad how some people do it theres so much cool stuff out there to do and they're studying. but not me I want to do that cool stuff I want fun in my life and I enjoy video games and tv and the outdoors. When it comes down to it I guess you could call me lazy. Wow honestly this feels great to get off my chest and I realize that if you have made it this far you must really care about me and I thankyou for it it means so much this is probally the longest sentence I've ever typed and i knw that my english teachers would be very upset. However since this is not graded fu k it :) thought i was actually goin swear eh? nah about shit and hel are really all your going to get now adays. I want to clean myself up get a little thinner write this more make videos study during the fall semester work my ass off enjoy time with my girlfriend of almost 3 years now all while avoiding the gamer in me jsut for a while untill i can evenly balance the gazillion things. So E-WORLD thanks for listening this is Josh signing out.

Today it Happened

∞ I woke up early to go to class
∞ went to 4 classes and then had a 3 hour break in between the last two came home shot a video and the beginings of another two!
∞ ate dinner with the family for once
∞ went back to my last class 6pm - 9pm Bleh and we watched a movie about sexuality which was quite bizzar but it kept my attention...... donno if thats a good thing or not.
∞ typed this up!
∞ and now I am so going to go to bed because I and beat! good night sweet dreams

So Today it happened:

∞ I so had to work and found out ill be gettin a promotion soon!
∞ I wanted to make a video and a new intro song for my youtube videos.. point is i got the intro done!
∞ Needed to seriously hammer down on my psych project!
∞ Got gas b/c i think I'm a badass and speed( I donno what it is sometimes i need to speed)
∞ Wrote this blog!



Hope your all having a wonderful day where ever you are!

Oh Boy Oh Gosh Oh Noes!

Okay, so this is my first blog ever. First I would like to say Hi! The names Josh and if your following me I'm sorry. If your here for interestingness you may be in the wrong class room!