E-WORLD

I am a college student and im struggling through so much right now it blows. Pressures are mounting and fights are occuring. So much shit everyday and it seems like it just wont go away! I am so stressed out every day and im running out of energy its pathetic. I hae so many things that I would love to do..... Make youtube videos yes love to do it dont have the time i miss all my internet friends on stickam myspace facebook twitter etc..... I just want all of them to know that I do love them and they've helped me through alot. Now that I am suspended from the college that i go to, I don't know what to do. It is only one semester yeah, but all the same I sucked at school. I know why to and i dont like to admit it, it is because of video games and tv and much more fun stuff than studying. Honestly I don't understnad how some people do it theres so much cool stuff out there to do and they're studying. but not me I want to do that cool stuff I want fun in my life and I enjoy video games and tv and the outdoors. When it comes down to it I guess you could call me lazy. Wow honestly this feels great to get off my chest and I realize that if you have made it this far you must really care about me and I thankyou for it it means so much this is probally the longest sentence I've ever typed and i knw that my english teachers would be very upset. However since this is not graded fu k it :) thought i was actually goin swear eh? nah about shit and hel are really all your going to get now adays. I want to clean myself up get a little thinner write this more make videos study during the fall semester work my ass off enjoy time with my girlfriend of almost 3 years now all while avoiding the gamer in me jsut for a while untill i can evenly balance the gazillion things. So E-WORLD thanks for listening this is Josh signing out.